a fairy tale?

i watched ever after a little while ago. i have only seen the movie one other time and before tonight, i never felt a total connection to the characters. tonight, i found myself rolling all over the bed, giggling and squealing about what was going on during every single romance scene in the movie. it was the butterflies in my stomach feeling that i always love getting. and each time something sweet happened in the movie, and every time i got all excited, i thought about scooter.

i feel like i am in love with him. i really, honestly think that i am. i want desperately for every person i know to see how badly i yearn to be in his arms. i have never been so sure, when i'm not with him, of how strong my feelings are. i know that if i pushed away, he would run after me. and i know that if i was to go and be with anyone else, i wouldn't be happy.

this is it. and he is it. he is like the fairy tale that i've been dreaming of. he is the only thing that i'm searching for. he is the most beautiful thing i know. scooter is my everything.

i love him.