Mali

Last night, I went to a rave and tried mali for the first time. Anyone who has any experience with any drugs knows that mali is like ecstasy. It was so amazing. The whole time I was waiting for it to hit and I was so nervous, but the second it did, it was like a wave of relief and happiness came over me. I felt connected to everything, especially Scooter, who I could hardly take my eyes off of. I mean, it was incredible. And the dubstep that was playing was thudding through my pores and was making my body vibrate. I couldn't not dance; it just came naturally.

And my goodness! If you could have felt the intense love I was feeling for Scooter at that moment...like, I could hardly breathe around him. My heart was racing. He was literally making me nervous. I had butterflies in my stomach that wouldn't go away. I wanted to dance with him forever. I kept telling him how much I loved him, but no amount of "I love you"'s could explain how I felt. I had to tell him that he's my soulmate again, which I know he understands now...hopefully.

All I'm saying is...MDMA, aka ecstasy, aka mali, is definitely something great to do. You just cannot have a sad thought in your mind. Each person at the rave was a new friend. My heart was so open and my mind was so clear. I love this life...I love this freedom. I love!