To my best friend...

I have few words to say, and those I will write now. I know you are angry but I can't do anything. I've already apologized. I'm sorry if it seemed like we were treating you like shit because that was not our intention. We didn't meant to make you feel third wheel or like we didn't want you there. We only did what you asked of us when we drove you home so you could leave us and we are sorry that it came across like we didn't care. You're my best friend. And I'm incredibly hurt by all the harsh words you have said about me. I'm hurt by your boyfriend's words. I'm hurt by your actions. I'm hurt by the way that you say you're hurt and you can't see that my heart is breaking. I still love you. You're still my best friend. I'll miss living with you and talking to you and being around you. I hope you're happy. I really do.