Why is it that when I finally open up to myself and I finally admit that I'm capable of love and being loved in return that my heart is ripped straight out and handed back to me? Because that's exactly what Scooter's doing. And I'm acting like a tired, fucked up, washed out little girl, begging him to just stay with me. He's trying to put us on a break, and we all know that breaks just don't work out. I know I haven't been with him for the longest time and I know that lots of people would just say that we've run our course, but I honestly think we're meant to be together.
He won't even say that he's in love with me anymore. He said he doesn't know and that's breaking my heart worse than the fact that he doesn't think that there's any point in being together anymore. I have never loved someone as much as I've loved him. I mean, he's my best friend. He knows the most about me out of everyone that I've ever known. He completes me. Every little piece to this puzzle I call my life is filled by him and all of his little pieces. Why, then, does he deny that there is something amazing here?
Why is he breaking my heart? You should always fight for those that you love. I am trying so hard to fight for him and he doesn't even care. I don't know what is going on anymore...
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